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[Sep. 27th, 2005|10:50 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | creep-radiohead | ] |
fuck highschool. there is way too much stupid shit that gets started and i always get dragged into it somehow. i need a fucking vacation. ugh. |
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| its been awhile... |
[Sep. 22nd, 2005|09:38 pm] |
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| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | first day of my life-bright eyes | ] |
well i finally got the motivation to update this damn thing and its been forever. schools going okay i guess...nothing to exciting has happened. i <3 mr sorrill. he is the funniest guy in the whole world. yesterday i was in tears cuz i was laughin so hard. lol and i think catie was the only other person laughing. oh well i thought it was hiiiillllarrrious. oh and mr delligatti told me that he was going to find me a boyfriend but he told me that i would have to start workin out cuz guys like a girl who takes care of herself. lol. i must be super pathetic. now teachers are trying to hook me up. grrrrreeeeeeeeat. i dont even want to meet the type of guy he would want to set me up with. lol. welp tomorrow is friday thank the lord. this week went by entirely way too slow. and hopefully this weekend is better than the last. but i did go to the movies with logan catie and sexy skee who asked to stay at my house next weekend cuz my rents are leaving. wow! im definitely excited. lol. i told ellen at the beginning of the school year that it was my goal to hook up with him at least one time this year. haha i got my fingers crossed. yeah but im pretty pumped that i get the house to myself for like 5 days...except my dumbass brother is staying here too. blah. ah well i will get over it. hmm ive been thinkin about switching to myspace cuz logan and catie LOVE it but i think its really confusing so i might get a xanga instead. the only problem is that im waaaaaaaay too lazy to make one so ill just stick to livejournal for now. but i think i am going to leave and get to bed cuz i need to be rested for the weekend!
bye.
~Ellyn |
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| Im eating string cheese. yum. |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|12:01 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bring me down-miranda lambert | ] |
well today definitely has had its ups and downs. mostly ups but a couple downs too. the shittiest thing happened to me though. my bowl fell out of my lap today at lunch. shattered. :( poor thing. i cant believe i fuckin did that. i was in shock. i was laughin and kinda cryin at the same time. lol. its a tragedy. oh and my tire went flat yesterday. i had a donut on it today. i hate donuts. they are hideous. so today i had to go out to farm king to get it fixed and since i dont have seventh hour i went out there at like at 20 til three. i didnt expect 10 other people in front of me so i wasnt thinkin that i would have to wait to long. i was wrong. there was a two hour wait. i had to wait out there for sooo long til i finally got ahold of ellen to come and save me. ellen to my rescue again. lol. i owe her my life. hmm so those were the only two bad things that happened. i saw matt today!! im happy hes back. he was only gone for 24 days but it felt like forever. aww he looks so cute with his bald head. me and baker sat over at his house for awhile and just visited him. then went on a loooong cruise and now here i sit. oh and baker also said that she wanted some acid sometime. yay! me too. hopefully soon. oh oh oh! today while i was gettin a bag my brother called me askin for one too. it was weird. but he only wanted a dime and i told him i couldnt help him with that. :( i was sad that i wasnt goin to get to see him stoned but when i came home he was pretty blazed! lol. that makes me so happy. hes finally joined the dark side. well i need some food and some sleep so i goin.
bye.
~Ellyn |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 21st, 2005|06:06 pm] |
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| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | glass onion-the beatles | ] |
so i havent updated in awhile but nothing really has happened. same ol same ol. its gettin pretty gay. school blows. most everyone there is stupid as shit. oh well only one more year of this high school bullshit i think i can make it. hmmm so me and ronnie are through with whatever we might have had. i havent talked to him in more than a week. i still miss him sometimes but im glad im finally moving on. this weekend was alright. better than the last couple i suppose. yesterday baker and a bunch of people made a gravity bong in a trash can at jearim and putters. wow. it rocked my world. the first hit i took was waaay to big for my little lungs and i thought i was going to die. lol. but i managed to survive and i hope to go smoke out of it again today. last weekend me and baker bought a bottle of captain cuz we were supposed to go campin. but it rained so we didnt end up drinkin all weekend. last night baker got this idea to make crazy kool-aid cuz we already had the captain. its amaretto, captain, southern comfort, cranberry juice, and sugar. ellen, jill, and lisa bought the other ingredients. we all went out to watsons but when we got there we realized we didnt have anywhere to make it. bummer. so sigrist and watson went out to the shed to find us a tub or a bucket. the one they found was perfect but it was REALLY dirty but we washed it out and it worked out. we ended up puttin all three bottles in there and 2 jugs of cranberry juice. it was good. got pretty drunk but i was real tired so all i wanted to do was pass out. ended up fallin asleep in a chair but was woken up like a half hour later to watson screamin in my ear. it sucked. he did it for like 5 minutes straight but i was waaaay to tired and drunk to stop him. didnt get to sleep the rest of the night. me baker and ellen ended up leavin at like 715. ugh. so today i have been pretty much bummin around doin a whole lot of nothin except for sleepin. but now i have to go do some homework. puke.
bye.
~Ellyn |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 4th, 2005|01:05 am] |
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| |  sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
why do i always get let down? |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 2nd, 2005|12:39 pm] |
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| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tequila sunrise-eagles | ] |
well i still havent managed to do anything exciting with my life yet. friday night me baker and jill went to lisas dads 50th bday thing. we didnt get there til like 930ish cuz we got lost in glasford. lol. by the time we got out there everyone was completely wasted. julie, lisas sister, talked her mom into doin a keg stand. it was great. then julie did one. well after we ate some free food we left. i got home at like 1130 then ronnie called me at like 12 and asked me to come over. for some reason my mom actually let me leave the house at that time. weird. so i hung out with him all night. it was nice cuz it hardly ever happens. then saturday i hung out at the lake all day with baker. saturday night everyone went to the fair so me and baker had nothing to do. we hung out for awhile then i went home and went to sleep cuz i was real tired. i dont remember sunday at all so it couldnt have been anything too exciting. last night i watched american beauty. i absolutley love that movie. its amaaaaazing. then i got a HUGE migraine. i thought i was going to puke. i couldnt sleep at all. i was either too hot or too cold. well i finally got to sleep and ronnie called and woke me up at 1. bastard. lol. well i have to go to my grandmas so i better be goin.
~Ellyn |
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[Jul. 29th, 2005|01:48 pm] |
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| | good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | keep on goin-yonder mountain string band | ] |
hmm so wednesday night i went to the fair with baker ellen and edna. it was fun. ate a corn dog and a funnel cake. yummmm. rode the scrambler lol. i love edna. she cracks me up and i always have fun if im with her. yesterday got up at fuckin 7am! havent seen 7 in a looooooooooooooooong time. it was rough. i went to springfield with baker, her mom, her aunt, and her moms friend. went to pennylane my favorite place on earth. i managed to only buy a jimi hendrix shirt and some incense. usually i spend like 60 bucks everytime im there but im gettin better about savin my money. after that we went to the mall. ugh. i hate going shopping with baker sometimes. its amazing how fast i can get in a bitchy mood when im walking around a mall with her. if she doesnt get what she wants she whines. but that usually does the trick and her mom will cave in so whatever. i guess i can quit ragging on my best friend. oooo last time i went to springfield there was a reeaaaaaaal hot guy that worked at hollister. he was workin yesterday too. yum. it made my day. then we ate at olive garden. thats the 2nd time this week but oh well. it never gets old. hmmmm then it was definitely nap time and i slept all the way back to town. then me and baker bought another bag lol. sold robbie and trent a dime. cruised with them for awhile. robbie is such a cutie! hes a lil young though lol. hmm then we cruised with lisa and jill. i went home at like 7 and was asleep by 10. today i went to eat with my mommy at geppetos. yum. i saw ellens mom and haley there. now im here. i think i might go to the lake with baker in a bit but i dont know. hopefully im drinkin tonight too. i really need to. matts leavin sunday so i definitely need to get drunk with him one last time. :( that makes me sad. i have to give him my address so he can write me letters. i love mail. but im going now.
~Ellyn |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 26th, 2005|07:36 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  mellow | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Imagine-John Lennon | ] |
so havent done anything much lately. didnt end up goin campin. shitty. my mom didnt want me to go all weekend because of the heat and boys so me and baker were just gonna go on saturday night but that didnt happen. ugh. but i guess everyone that went got busted with their alcohol at some checkpoint thingy so i guess there wasnt much drinkin going on. i have been doin absolutely nothing. 4 out of the last 5 days me baker jill and lisa have bought weed. and tonight i think we are gettin another bag. we bought some thurs, fri, sat, mon and now tuesday. we spend waaaaaaaay too much money on weed but thats all there is to do. i have been with them nonstop for the past week it seems like. its just always us four. we need friends. friday night we tried to go to the movies in pekin but they were checkin ids to get into rated R movies. gay. so baker and lisa couldnt get in so we ate at stake n shake and came home. pretty fun night though. hmmm last night we sat at powers forever and watched him and curt play some video game. lol. today i went to ptown with jill. we ate at olive garden, mmmmmm, with her mom then went to superwalmart so jill could get new glasses. whew. i really really really need to get drunk. hmmmm. well i gotta go get my smoke on. bye.
~Ellyn |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2005|03:05 pm] |
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| | gloomy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | black peter-dead | ] |
so tonight i think i might be campin. sweet. havent been all summer. theres like 13 people going so it should be pretty fun. heres whos all goin that i can think of kearns, watson, kenser, stephanie, kelly sepich(weird), curt, royce, ben edwards, ronny, amber, me, jill, and baker. theyre all goin for the whole weekend but i think i might just go for tonight. i was going to stay all weekend but its sooooooo fuckin hot i dont think i could take it. but who knows i still might stay til sunday. its going to be a pretty crazy night. everyones gonna have bottles and half gallons cuz it would be too hard to keep beer cold. pure wastedness. me and baker and jill are gettin some jim beam. wow im gonna be completely hammered. i havent drank whiskey in a looong time. i need to get drunk though. too many things on my mind. just need forget about certain things and people. last night i told ronnie that i wanted to see him since i might be gone all weekend. i thought maybe, just maybe, he would want to see me too. nope. i was wrong. he would rather hang out with chad. shouldve guessed that was gonna happen. he told me that next week he would spend more time with me cuz hes not as busy. yeah. riiiiiiiight. i'll fuckin believe it when i see it. no use gettin my hopes up for nothin. i really need to move on but i cant. im pathetic. ugh i hate it.
last night i sat at kearns and watched constantine. wow. what a fucked up movie. i need to watch it again. i was not in the right mind to understand much of it. by the end i kinda got what was going on. no not really. but it was good so i'll watch it again. well im gonna go waste some time.
~Ellyn |
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| I DONT WANT TO THINK........................................ |
[Jul. 19th, 2005|03:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
INFORMATION
[my name is]: Ellyn Marie Atkins
[i am wearing]: clothes
[my purse/bag houses my]: everything i will ever need
[my wallet]: money(when i have it lol), cards, pics, etc
[in the morning i am]: usually asleep
[love is]: egh
[i dream about]: last night i had a dream that my gma killed me by slippin something in my drink. scary.
OPPOSITE SEX
[what do you notice first?]: eyes
[my boyfriend/girlfriend is]: egh
[for how long]:
[longest period i've been single]: i have no idea. probably long time though.
[first boyfriend/girlfriend]: zane lol
[last person you slow danced with]: dylan
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON
[you talked to on the phone]: my dad
[hugged]: ronnie
[fought with]: darin
[loved]: shut up.
[hated]: i have no idea
[to give you a present]: baker got me a keychain from chitown
[you instant messaged]: who knows
[you laughed with]: brett allard
DO YOU//ARE YOU
[could you live without the computer?]: ya but i would be bored
[what's your favorite food?]: i pretty much love all food but if i had to pick...french fries preferably stake n shakes
[whats your favorite fruit?]: pineapple
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: pain is pain.
THE NUMBER
[of times i have had my heart broken? ]: once.
[of hearts i have broken?]: probably none
[of boys i have kissed?]: alot
[of girls i have kissed?] : eh a few
[of drugs taken illegally?] : eh a few...
[of tight friends?]: 2...maybe 3
[of cds that i own?]: many
[of things in my past that i regret?]: i hate having regrets...
OTHER STUFF
[i know]: lots and lots.
[i want]: things i cant have.
[i have]: a huge headache.
[i wish]: SOMEONE would call me.
[i hate]: too much.
[i miss]: 7th grade.
[i fear]: growing old.
[i hear]: my cat chewing on his toenails.
[i love]: when i shouldnt.
[i ache]: everywhere.
[i care]: way too much.
[i always]: suck.
[i dance]: when i feel like it.
[i cry]: every once in awhile.
[i do not always]: have money.
[i write]: whenever i need to.
[i confuse]: myself.
[i can usually be found]: at home.
[i need]: sleep.
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: yeah
[if so, when and with who]: i havent for awhile. too old for that stuff.
[favorite place to be kissed?]: shoulders
[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: a few times actually.
OTHER STUFF CONTINUED
[your best feature (personality)]: .you tell me
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: i can be a bitch when i really dont mean to be
[biggest mistake you've made this far]: fuck if i know
[describe your personality in one word]: intriguing
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: nothing really. everyone always says "youre sooo skinny" but thats not exactly a compliment
[person you regret sleeping with]: like im gonna put that in here. HA
[height]: 5'5
[a smell that makes you smile]: gmas house
[a city you'd like to visit]: NYC
[a drink you order most often]: Mt. Dew
[a delicious dessert]: anything lol
[a book you highly recommend]: i dont really remember any outstanding books that i have read lately
[the music you prefer while alone]: i love singing country tunes by myself lol but i do that when im not alone too
[your favorite band]: dead and zeppelin
[your favorite solo artist]: jack johnson
[a film you could watch over and over]: dazed and confused, half baked, and finding nemo
[a TV show you watch regularly]: none really but i every sunday morning/afternoon i watch cartoon network to watch fosters home for imaginary friends and the grim adventures of billy and mandy lol. im how old?
[you live in a(n)]: House
[your transportation]: 99 chevy lumina
[your cologne or perfume]: miracle
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: nothing to hide but theres alot of junk
[what's on/in your night table]: lamp, alarm clock, pictures, remotes, the new cosmo...
[what's your favorite thing to receive from someone else]: anything im not picky |
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[Jul. 17th, 2005|02:25 pm] |
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last night was probably the best night of my summer so far. pretty sad cuz it wasnt all that great but i definitely had some fun. i partied with my favorite people at powers house. curt dogg, ronny, powers, kenser, and kearns are soooooooo much fun. i realized that i shouldnt gamble. i had 1 quarter for dice and i lost it so ronny put me in a 50 cents and he told me if i won we had to split the pot but he ended up winning but he still split it with me. awww. before i knew it i was up 4 bucks cuz i won a triple pot. it was amazing. i was goin to quit while i was ahead but no i kept playing and the pots kept doubling and tripling and before i knew it i was broke. i ended up breakin even. lol 25 cents! then curt dogg told me if he won then he would give me the money i lost. aww what a nice guy. and he did end up winning a bunch but i also lost all that too. yeah i pretty much played dice allll night. it was getting pretty intense. lol. ronny gets waaaaaaaaay into it. well after me and jill finished our 30 pack around 4ish i went to ronnies. and once again i dont remember a thing. i was pretty wasted. thats an understatement. kenny was at ronnies. lol. he left when i got there though. damn. i went to bed sometime around 6? i dont know. i think that was the last time i remember seeing before i passed out. well i really have to go get ready to go to ptown with jill cuz im sitting here in my pjs lol. i went to kearns house in them too when i went to pick her up. i sat over there and watched some turkey huntin show or something. it was exciting lemme tell ya. ive never seen anyone stare so hard at a tv like kearns and ronny were and they were fuckin watchin a show about turkeys. it was crazy. well yeah im leaving. now.
bye.
~Ellyn |
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| yet another quizzy thing |
[Jul. 14th, 2005|03:11 pm] |
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| | mr tambourine man-bob dylan | ] |
*Last Things*
last word you said~okay
last song you sang~tiny dancer cuz its been in my head since i watched almost famous a few nights ago
last thing you laughed at~i got a pretty good laugh from lakens latest entry but that was last night
last time you said I love you~last night to my mommy
last time you cried~a while ago
*Present*
what color socks are you wearing~none
current annoyance~my car having no gas and i have no money lol
current book~none but i think i need to make a trip to the library
current worry~none
story behind your journal username~well ellyn is my name, i was born in '87 and i will graduate in '06
current favorite article of clothing~hmmm good question...probably this maroon hollister shirt i have
favorite place to be~i love laying in big comfy beds
least favorite place~the dentist...or the gyno lol
strong in mind or strong in body~strong mind
time you wake up in the morning~well its never in the morning more like early afternoon...1ish usually
favorite color~yellow or green
do you believe in an afterlife~nope
how tall are you~like 5'5ish
current favorite word(s)/Sayings~saying things "rocked my world" and "thats what im screamin" when i agree with someone
favorite season~summer or early fall
one person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to~i dont know
favorite day~i like sundays during the school year but in the summer it doesnt matter
a random lyric~"its hard to notice the gleaming of the sky when you're staring at the cracks"
*Past*
kindergarten teacher's name~mrs. bordner
first grade teacher's name~mrs. mclaren
second grade teacher's name~mr. scott
third grade teacher's name~mrs. hammond
fourth grade teacher's name~mrs. kampwerth
fifth grade's teacher's name~mrs. moss
sixth grade's teacher's name~mr. bennett
seventh grade's teacher's name~mrs. alwood
eigth grade's teacher's name~mrs. fran
*Present*
in cd player~computer-bob dylan live '66, car-zeppelin early days, cd player-grateful dead workingman's dead
on feet~black flip flops
under bed~my backpack that i havent unloaded since school got out, oboe lol, a really old bag of cheetos, tissue paper...i just looked cuz i had no idea what was under there...its gross
what time you got up~12:45ish
time it is now~3:33 make a wish.....
*Future*
you want to grow up to be~happy
ideal job~something i enjoy
probable job~something i hate
you want to live (place)~i have no idea cuz i kinda want to stick around here but then again i want to get the hell out
number of children you want~1 boy
kind of car~anything but a van
*Current*
mood~pretty happy actually
music~Just Like a Woman-Bob Dylan
taste~toothpaste
hair~down like always
attire~jeans and a green tank top
annoyance~my brother begging me to get off the computer
smell~my hair
longing~hmmmmm...
desktop image~its just blue
fav. music artist~grateful dead
fingernail color~plain
crush~i'll never tell jk it should be pretty obvious lol
time~3:42
hate~DRAMA!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 13th, 2005|09:56 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | knockin on heavens door-bob dylan | ] |
im mad. laken dedicated a whole entry to me and i come to find out that i cant even post a comment. well heres what i wrote:
"smoking weed isnt the only thing i do.
i drink and smoke crack too.
DUH.
im done."
i just thought i owed her a lil somethin cuz she wrote so much about me. lol.
well what have i been up to lately BESIDES smoking weed...nothing. according to laken cuz she hangs out with me everyday and all. friday i did a whole hell of a lot of nothing. it was a boring, boring night. me and baker hung out at billys for awhile. actually i dont really even remember what i did that night. i think ellen hung out with us for a bit. oh well i have no idea. saturday me and baker sat at the lake ALL day it seemed like. i got niiiiiiice tan lines lol. i need to layout topless or somethin. but not in my backyard. too public. then we went to her house where we were big bums. after a bit we rounded up beer, ellen, gas, ice, and a cooler for a beer cruise. we werent really planning on going on one but we were killin time before we went to steven taylors. then we go out there and the whole place is swarming with whores lol. ew monica was there. sick. she looked like a hooker. i was glad when MY friends started showing up like watson, bree, picco, powers and some others. i was starting to get sick of everyone. especially the girls who ended up naked in the lake. i hate girls who cant keep their clothes on. the "OMG im soooooo wasted!" kinda girls. well i ended up going to ronnies that night/morning at 4 something. i really dont remember goin there or hanging out in his backyard too much. all i remember is going to bed and it was light out. i had to get up at 745 to go pick up baker and ellen at stevens. that was rough. i dont think i slept at all. we went to bakers and her dad cooked us breakfast. it rocked my world. lol. sunday i recovered. and so far this week i havent done anything too exciting. well im pretty sick of writing in this so...
good night.
~Ellyn |
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[Jul. 6th, 2005|12:57 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | music |
| | down by the seaside-zeppelin | ] |
so yesterday i didnt do anything at all. it was a pretty shitty fourth. last year i had soooo much fun even though the only thing i vividly remember is sitting in kennys dining room with his mom, tiger, baker, dawson, bj, and him singin "i got friends in low places" at the top of our lungs at the ass crack of dawn. it was fun. yesterday i sat around all day cuz it was shitty then watched fireworks from my backyard with my parents lol. im a loser. then i went over to powers for awhile. that put me in a pretty good mood. i hung out with my favorite people. Curtis cracks me the fuck up. i love him. i plan on marrying him lol. everyone had tons of fireworks and i really didnt like it. 15 people shooting fireworks in every direction in a tiny backyard isnt the smartest thing to do. kearns put a huge one in a garbage can full of fish carcasses and it sent fish heads everywhere and it REEKED. it was gross. sigrist lit off a bottle rocket and it caught my pants on fire. it was scary i looked down and saw flames lol. i left around 12 and right when i got in my car the undercover cop pulled up and stopped to talk to baker. they had sooo much beer and half the people were wasted so i called kearns to warn him. but i guess the cop just told them to stop lighting off fireworks and didnt care about the beer.
today i talked to laken. it seriously has been forever. i havent said a single word to her since prom. i saw her and stacey walkin so i called her cuz me and ellen were gonna go on a walk. she actually answered this time so me and ellen ended up walkin with her for awhile. it was weird but cool. i didnt think i would ever talk to her again. but yeah i guess i will start hangin out with her again. but im gonna try and get some sleep.
im out like the jerry curl. night.
~Ellyn |
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[Jul. 6th, 2005|12:19 am] |
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| | annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | night flight-zeppelin | ] |
.:About Yourself and Your Family:.
1. What's your full name? Ellyn Marie Atkins
2. How old are you? 17
3. When is your birthday? 12/18/87
4. Do you have brothers or sisters? yup
5. If so what are their names? Darin
6. What is your dad's full name? Gary Allen Atkins
7. What is your mom's full name? Christine Sue Atkins
8. What parent do you get along with better? i get along with both pretty well most of the time but i like my dad better
9. How many grandparents do you have? 3 that are living
10. If any, who are your favorite? well it was grandpa blackie but hes dead and the others are about tied for favoriteness
.:When was the last time you..?:.
11. Showered? like 2ish
12. Brushed your teeth? after dinner
13. Drove something? tonight
14. Were drunk? saturday night
15. Had a party? wow i dont ever think ive ever had a "party"
16. Went shopping? ha forever ago. im poor :(
17. Madeout? like last week
18. Hung out with friends? tonight
19. Talked on the phone? a lil bit ago
20. Went swimming? sunday
.:Who was the last person you..?:.
21. Talked to on the phone? Ronnie
22. Got a text message from? Ellen
23. Kissed? Ronnie
24. Hung out with? Ellen
25. Dated? hmmm i havent officially dated anyone in foooooooooorrrrrrrrreeeeeeeevvvvvvver
26. Had sex with? Ronnie
27. Liked? Ronnie
28. Talked to on the internet? i havent been on the internet in over a year
.:Have you ever..?:.
29. Been in love? dont think so
30. Been dumped? of course
31. Been rejected? all the time
32. Had sex? yes
33. Dumped anyone? yes
34. Had your heart broken? only once
35. Drank? Yes
36. Smoked anything? Yeah everyday
37. Stolen anything? yup
38. Had regrets? i hate having regrets
39. Skipped school? many times
40. Hated someone? yes yes yes
.:How many..?:.
41. Times have you been in love? 0 times
42. People have you kissed? HAHA wow i couldnt even count. probably more than 25 people lol
43. People have you had sex with? 4
44. Times has your heart been broken? once
45. Cell phones have you had? only 1 and its been through some rough times, im surprised its still around
46. Cd's do you have? i dont know alot
.:Now it's time for the random shit:.
47. Do you have pets? yup
48. If so, what are their names and what are they? dog-baxter, cat-skeeter, guinea pig-harley lol
49. Do you love anyone? i love lots of people
50. Do you hate these things? nope sometimes i actually enjoy them
51. Do you have a crush on anyone? yup
52. Have you ever wrecked anything? ive gotten in my fair share of fender benders but have never wrecked anything
.:What is your favorite...?:.
53. Band? grateful dead
54. Songs? brown eyed women-the dead and hey hey what can i do-zeppelin
55. Color? green and yellow
56. Kind of pop? Mt. Dew
57. Kind of alcohol? mmmmm keg beer
58. Number? dont care
59. Store? American Eagle or PennyLane
60. Pet? i wish i had a monkey
.:Currently:.
61. What are you wearing? black boy short undies and a tye dye
62. What are you doing? listening to some zeppelin
63. What time is it? 12:37am
64. Are you ready to quit this thing? eh i dont care
65. Where are you? my house
66. Are you happy? eh i could be happier
67. When was the last time you cried? mmmm when i got real pissed at my shitty friends on saturday lol
68. Do you miss anyone? yes i havent seen ronnie in a week...i NEED him lol
69. Are you waiting on any calls? yeah his
70. Are you glad this is over? sure |
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[Jul. 4th, 2005|06:02 pm] |
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everyone can suck a dick and rot in hell. |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2005|05:48 pm] |
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well i thought i would update because i have nothing better to do right now. just killin time i suppose. lets see...theres not much to say cuz this week has been pretty dull. havent had much money cuz im tryin to save it for tomorrow. mmmmmmm sweet sweet drugs. that means that i cut down on my funds for weed and alcohol lately. i still managed to get drunk though. baker bought a 30 pack monday so i drank with her. then i ditched her to go with ronnie. lol. i felt bad once i sobered up though. hmmmm friday i almost died in a bottle rocket war. me and baker were sittin at billys house with him, larry cro and kyle then nathan rosenberger, tourtillot, and frame came over wasted and started handin out bottle rockets. so all the drunk people thought it would be a good idea to have a war in the backyard at like 1030. nathan kept shooting them at me cuz hes such a nice guy then somehow i ended up right in the middle of everything. i thought i was gonna catch on fire or somethin. im surprised they didnt get the cops called. but i did notice alot of the neighbors porch lights comin on when i left. last night was crazy. dont even feel like typin it all out. but i got pretty drunk. all the old people at this party/family get-together thing got the cops called. 4 times. finally some guy got arrested and everyone else started yellin at the cops and shit. all the cops said was that we were lucky that he didnt want to waste his time checking IDs. they couldve busted quite a few people. thank god they didnt. i came home at like 1245ish and my parents werent even home yet. it was crazy. i went to bed and sometime around 130 they come home WASTED. they woke me up cuz they were yellin and shit. pissed me off but i stayed up and talked to them for awhile then finally got to bed. this morning was rough. felt like shit. still do. went to the lake for a lil bit. that was fun. bakers mom was wasted as always. she kept goin on and on about how blueberries are sooooooooo good for you. then bakers dad poured beer all over me like 3 times. fun times. well im sure you enjoyed how this whole entry is one paragraph. but im gonna go. bye.
~Ellyn
p.s. i hope you all have a safe holiday. lol. drunk driving is bad. |
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[Jun. 26th, 2005|05:12 pm] |
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lets see...
friday night i went out to dawsons. i dont know why there always has to be soo much drama and stupid shit out there but every time i go i just want to kill myself. for awhile it was pretty fun though. but then everyone left, passed out, or was fryin on acid. i was left by my wasted self for awhile until ronnie FINALLY came and got me at like 4. i drove out there with baker and i was going to go home at 12 but i decided not to. so baker drove my car back to my house cuz she wanted to go home and her truck was at my house. so i was stranded out there. and if it wasnt for ronnie i wouldve had to sleep in courtneys car. i didnt sleep very much though. the last time i looked at the clock it was after 6. then i woke up at like 930 cuz i had a dream that my parents busted me for staying at ronnies again so i couldnt go back to sleep. i did on and off and finally i woke ronnie up at like 1130 to take me home.
saturday i slept all day pretty much. then i hung out with courtney, jill, lisa, and baker. i went home at like 11 cuz courtney really pisses me off sometimes. thats pretty much it.
today i was woken up at fucking 630 cuz my phone was ringing. i ignored it but they left a voicemail and it kept beeping. well it was ronnie and 2 other unknown people. sounded like they were pretty wasted whoever it was. someone told me that they love me. it was crazy. so then i couldnt go back to sleep so i took my dog for a walk came back and tried to go to sleep. ronnie called me at like 730 and begged me to come stay with him lol. awww. i got back to sleep at like 830 and i slept til 2. i just finally got around to taking a shower and getting ready. its been a pretty lazy day.
well im gonna find something to do with myself. bye.
~Ellyn |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2005|09:58 pm] |
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01. Who are you, what's our relationship?
02. How and where did we meet?
04. How long have you known me?
05. Tell me one good thing about myself.
06. When you first saw me what was your impression?
09. My favorite band at the moment?
10. Have you ever had a crush on me?
12. What's one of my favorite things to do?
13. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?
14. Describe me in 3 words.
15. Name 5 things I love.
16. Do you think I'm good looking?
17. Would you ever date me?
18. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did?
19: What do you like most about me?
20: If we could spend a day together what would we do?
21: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?
22. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it?
23. Do you think we'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What reminds you of me?
26. If you could give me anything what would it be?
27. When's the last time you saw me?
28. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
29. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
30. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you? |
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